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Hey,
How are you ?
Welcome to my Blog.
I am not an active blogger.
Before this, I have had some posts on but, I decided to take it all out and star up FRESH again...I felt that my posts were just too boring.
Even I hated it...
Of course most of the time it is of personal opinion basis but, there was no spice... nothing that would trigger the interest...
So, thank you for stopping by.
Please do leave a comment....
( 2nd June 2012)

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Complicated soul on the journey to self discovery...

Thursday 28 February 2013

Oh My Friend

Oh my friend,
What have I 
To tell you about me
You know better
don't you?
Where have you been?
I've missed you.
Many stories do I have
to tell you.
My friend,
You taught me to trust
You taught me to love 
You taught me to respect;
I'm blessed...
My friend,
Where have you been?
I wished you to be around
when I was telling stories to my children;
what beautiful days those were...
Did you ever think of me?
Have you ever thought of calling?
I wished that you did...
I wished that I did too...
Did you know,
sometimes I feel lost?
Like I was incomplete.
My friend,
At times,
 I lose hope!
At times,
it is impossible
to trust!
At times,
to disappear
is what I desire!
Do you know,
sometimes
I fear for my children?
I fear
they wouldn't know friendship.
I wished,
they'd learn from us.
My friend,
I want to thank you
For accepting me
as a friend;
and
For accepting me
as I am.
You're a humble soul,
You made me believe,
in myself.
You made me,
a better person.
My friend,
I thank you,
For your care,
For your love
and
For your faith
in me.
My friend,
I'd had a wonderful journey
I can't wait
To tell you all about it;
there's pain, love, bitterness and sweets.
It was flavorful.
I thank you,
for everything!
and,
I can't thank you enough.
You made the world better
for me.

Thursday 14 February 2013

The Valentine's Day Dilemma

Happy Valentine's day everybody!
I know that the title sounds a little pathetic but, I hope that you guys won't think that way
after reading this.

The thing is, I just want to share something and to be frank, you would probably
assume that it's going to be about feelings. So, if you did... you're right. I am going to
share a little something about feelings.

I reminisced the time when I was in my teen years which ended just two years ago. =P
(God Bless my Teen Years)

Anyways, during that hormonal period of my life as a teenager I'd always dreamt of having the most
amazing and most romantic Valentine's Day with the guy of my dreams (which I never ever met
EVER! Even if I did, I had no chance... Not even today...).

Also, as much as I say I don't care about Valentine's Day but, deep down in my twisted teenage mind
and hormone I was deadly pathetic and sad! I hated Valentine's day because I always felt left out on the whole experience of expressing love to someone that would make a difference in me and my life. To be honest, I still do have the feeling. However, I don't hate Valentine's day as much as I did before. The reason to this might sound pathetic to those whom are in a relationship but, for the singles out there; SINGLES ROCK!

Sorry couples... I am happy for you guys too. The thing is, for us, 'Single People' I think it is most important to love yourself for who you are first, before you want someone to love you for who you are. For all girls, even the toughest ones out there, you have got to admit that at some point in your childhood or teen years, you have had dreams of meeting the right person (prince charming) and plan out your whole romantic story. Well if you don't want to admit it, it's okay because, I want to admit that. (Yes, this is an embarrassing confession...) Somehow, even if things don't work out as we plan it to, we still are chasing for it because all of it brings us back to one most addictive potion. The Potion of HOPE... We have always hoped and never stopped. That's what keeps the magic alive. The hope for finding Love someday.
It might not be today, it might not be tomorrow.
It might not be this week, it might not be next week.
It might not be this month, it might not be next month.
It might not be this year, it might not be next year too.
But, no matter what, we have never stopped hoping to find for Love. I am not sure if this quote is correct but, I'll give it a go okay... "Love is the food for souls."
(In case this quote had not been quoted before, I just want to say; Copyright by Me!) (LOL)

Anyways, back to my story.
Well, I'd just recently turned 21years old. At this point in my life, I do not have any intentions of being in any kind of relationship at all. In fact, I don't even want to ever get married. So, yeah... I have grown used to being single and I have learned to love myself, my space and my loneliness too much that I am actually comfortable with what I have. I do have regrets but, those regrets don't seem too important anymore. Once in awhile, there are times that I would love to find a shoulder to cry on. That's why we have friends and family for. They are always there to lend me a shoulder. So, when we keep finding for Love so far away, sometimes, we miss out on the Love nearby. So, This Valentine's day, I am thankful for what I have with me.
So yeah... I hope that, you guys don't leave out on those whom have always been there for you.

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Thursday 28 February 2013

Oh My Friend

Oh my friend,
What have I 
To tell you about me
You know better
don't you?
Where have you been?
I've missed you.
Many stories do I have
to tell you.
My friend,
You taught me to trust
You taught me to love 
You taught me to respect;
I'm blessed...
My friend,
Where have you been?
I wished you to be around
when I was telling stories to my children;
what beautiful days those were...
Did you ever think of me?
Have you ever thought of calling?
I wished that you did...
I wished that I did too...
Did you know,
sometimes I feel lost?
Like I was incomplete.
My friend,
At times,
 I lose hope!
At times,
it is impossible
to trust!
At times,
to disappear
is what I desire!
Do you know,
sometimes
I fear for my children?
I fear
they wouldn't know friendship.
I wished,
they'd learn from us.
My friend,
I want to thank you
For accepting me
as a friend;
and
For accepting me
as I am.
You're a humble soul,
You made me believe,
in myself.
You made me,
a better person.
My friend,
I thank you,
For your care,
For your love
and
For your faith
in me.
My friend,
I'd had a wonderful journey
I can't wait
To tell you all about it;
there's pain, love, bitterness and sweets.
It was flavorful.
I thank you,
for everything!
and,
I can't thank you enough.
You made the world better
for me.

Thursday 14 February 2013

The Valentine's Day Dilemma

Happy Valentine's day everybody!
I know that the title sounds a little pathetic but, I hope that you guys won't think that way
after reading this.

The thing is, I just want to share something and to be frank, you would probably
assume that it's going to be about feelings. So, if you did... you're right. I am going to
share a little something about feelings.

I reminisced the time when I was in my teen years which ended just two years ago. =P
(God Bless my Teen Years)

Anyways, during that hormonal period of my life as a teenager I'd always dreamt of having the most
amazing and most romantic Valentine's Day with the guy of my dreams (which I never ever met
EVER! Even if I did, I had no chance... Not even today...).

Also, as much as I say I don't care about Valentine's Day but, deep down in my twisted teenage mind
and hormone I was deadly pathetic and sad! I hated Valentine's day because I always felt left out on the whole experience of expressing love to someone that would make a difference in me and my life. To be honest, I still do have the feeling. However, I don't hate Valentine's day as much as I did before. The reason to this might sound pathetic to those whom are in a relationship but, for the singles out there; SINGLES ROCK!

Sorry couples... I am happy for you guys too. The thing is, for us, 'Single People' I think it is most important to love yourself for who you are first, before you want someone to love you for who you are. For all girls, even the toughest ones out there, you have got to admit that at some point in your childhood or teen years, you have had dreams of meeting the right person (prince charming) and plan out your whole romantic story. Well if you don't want to admit it, it's okay because, I want to admit that. (Yes, this is an embarrassing confession...) Somehow, even if things don't work out as we plan it to, we still are chasing for it because all of it brings us back to one most addictive potion. The Potion of HOPE... We have always hoped and never stopped. That's what keeps the magic alive. The hope for finding Love someday.
It might not be today, it might not be tomorrow.
It might not be this week, it might not be next week.
It might not be this month, it might not be next month.
It might not be this year, it might not be next year too.
But, no matter what, we have never stopped hoping to find for Love. I am not sure if this quote is correct but, I'll give it a go okay... "Love is the food for souls."
(In case this quote had not been quoted before, I just want to say; Copyright by Me!) (LOL)

Anyways, back to my story.
Well, I'd just recently turned 21years old. At this point in my life, I do not have any intentions of being in any kind of relationship at all. In fact, I don't even want to ever get married. So, yeah... I have grown used to being single and I have learned to love myself, my space and my loneliness too much that I am actually comfortable with what I have. I do have regrets but, those regrets don't seem too important anymore. Once in awhile, there are times that I would love to find a shoulder to cry on. That's why we have friends and family for. They are always there to lend me a shoulder. So, when we keep finding for Love so far away, sometimes, we miss out on the Love nearby. So, This Valentine's day, I am thankful for what I have with me.
So yeah... I hope that, you guys don't leave out on those whom have always been there for you.