Loneliness

Loneliness...

They say is to be feared.

Loneliness...

They say is sad.

Why?

I wonder;

Because I feel it is my best companion.

It expects nothing from me 

And nor do I.

It offers me it's time 

It offers me peace.

It does not interrupt me

It does not need my commitment.

And I enjoy its companionship.

Loneliness...

Does not scare me.

Pain...

Is what I fear the most,

People is what I fear most,

Losing them is what I fear most,

Letting go is what I fear most.

They say loneliness causes pain but, 

I would say pain causes loneliness.

I have learnt to be a friends with my loneliness.

I have learnt to be happy with my loneliness.

Now, 

I fear if someone might take away my friend.

I fear if I have to change they way we are.

I fear that it would be the same when I leave and return again.

Would I be happy with my loneliness when I bring pain along?

I wonder...